The Animal Inside?

So as you all know, the singer, Ke$ha sings about an animal being inside all of is in some way. Is the animal inside of me evil? Last night, I went crazy and I took all my anger out on the world. Was thi the animal controlling me or just my mind giving me the urge to go off and take my shit out on people. I don't just feel like crap, but I also feel that the people who dealt with me last night, didn't deserve one single bit of the torture. I feel ashamed! I was the one that should've been pit through he'll and consequences last night and j should've controlled whatever it was that made me act out. I was the reason for all of this and I didn't mean any of the things I said. Why was I such the jerk that I was and why couldn't I just stop it before it got to the point of extreme as it did? Woah!